ah, kakapagod!! i have to review for a 20 item quiz for healthcare tomorrow. (actually, im not going to rant, but i will jot down important dates so i can remember them all before sembreak comes).

so let's start on:

Sept 30. Healthcare quiz (1-20), PhilHis Quiz (?-?)
Oct. 1 Delivering Speeches on Oralcom, 20 item quiz on Laboratory PHC. Urbandub starts at 4pm, together with the ambassadors. i don't think so, bands starts at exactly 5pm and then after an hour they'll be leaving.
Oct 2. It's Lena's bday.
Oct 3. Saturday, it will be our defense day i think? on Philosophy of man, and then some wide discussion proally on Phil History.
Oct 5. It's monday, i think there will be a class, we will continue to deliver speeches, rationalize our papers on Laboratory and nothing else?
Oct 6. it's tuesday, since we have finished our swimming classes, i think im going to hangout with someone important. like edmond? ah, idk.
Oct 7. I think it's going to be the start of our final exams. so i hope i won't get in to a lot of people while paying for my tuition fee and getting my permit, i hate it!

ah gawd, it's fucking tiring! and after that, here comes the sembreak, i have to attend october fests, and maybe meet panget. sobrang cheezy!!

this weekend is awesome! i got to know some of these girls who also love to hangout and love girls too. i thought i was alone, and i thought i was just a beginner unlike the others, having g2g sex! simply cool!





Din't think sharon could also feel nasty with other girls, no i didn't. :) i had fun talking to her, she's still not on my msn, but i hope she'll be my gf forever. :) cause she understand what i also feel, we both have the same feelings on the same sex and that's quite good to have her in company. luvyaa sharon.

see you later, got to go to my swimming class. it's finals. better to finish this with backstroke and any other swimming styles! i miss having coffee at kua avi's place. i hope we can drop by after class. it waass fuckinggg crazy! i have my monthly period, we have to listen to bedmaking, worn out on what to wear for the speech day and most of all worried on my swimming class. god damn school work.

and this god damn asshole making an attitude against me, drinking from 2pm to 6pm straight! i hope he'll learn he's lesson after i scold him. but i hope this won't be the last, yes, i wont let him go, that's stupid. im going nuts, it's like you want to show care, but he doesn't really see it that way, and the worst is, he's still on it. fuck you hoe! i don't think i could ever resist a guy like this. i can't control him, i was just being a little apparently evil here and then he's like making a fucking attitude. haven't had the time to update this blog often but somehow i'll keep this loaded with everything.

it was raining hard yesterday, i find it stupid to go out and eat and trip. but there is nothing unusual that day. i kept on daydreaming about our wedding. haha it was so stupid but i like it to stay that way, before i enter the church i'll drink lots of redhorse beer and when the priest says if i do accept that fucking man, i'll try to say secret and then he'll pinch me at the side and answer yes. and then after that we'll have wacky pictures with the family and i'll run for the reception and start to scream for beer and make a galleon of beer and start the party!!! isn't it cool? then we'll have pool party, loud music, crazy croud, techno beats.

and lately, im wondering what to wear on the speech day. im kind of nervous cause this will be the first time that i'll go formal and speak in front of the class making funny gestures and a whole lot of shame. i hope this won't go out to any video streaming sites. this is it, im planning to get this dress



but unfortunately i can't so i'll try to use one of my mom's formal clothes. ah, i hope to pass this one without doing something stupid again.

i have a pretty wild imagination. see ya later, be going to school! aaaw, making smilies are really exhausting. i got a hard time making all of them getting a little inspiration from pailin. she's really good at making smilies. i envy her and her blogskins. i wish i was good as her.

moving on, i joined a lot of lesbian groups on friendster and offered f2f sex, someone replied, but she is not really femme. i want super feminine girls to make out with. but i guess i'll try this one for more experiences.

everything is cute here, let me tell you something about Chris again. we exchange messages last saturday, and i was really blushing. i miss him so much. i don't know if he still cares, i want to ask him lots of questions but im definitely sure i will answer it all. sana one time, magkasama ulet kame he told me last time he's going to be here on my birthday, i hope he could catch up. he said he would call a dayoff. isn't it sweet? having a job break, losing a day of money just to come at my birthday. aww. i'll treat him really good. im sorry, i still love him..

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